How Can I Not Know What I Need Right Now – Charli XCX


Oh-oh

I tell good lies when they ask me

But I cried all night in the backseat

No one knows what I feel inside (I used to know what I wanted)

My tears fell down at the party

Like water all on my body

No one knows when I’m really alright

Pulled apart my feelings so raw (Yeah)

Voices shout so loud, can’t ignore (Every night, every night, yeah)

I used to think I knew what I wanted

I’m high enough from all the high pressure

I just wanna make myself better

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, oh

I broke down in Paris (Yeah)

Tried to hide my emotions (Come home)

All flew out my body (Yeah)

But then I cried hard in the hotel

Did that show in London

And I cried still at the party

Doesn’t make me happy

How can I not know what I need right now?

Pulled apart my feelings so raw (Yeah, yeah)

Voices shout so loud, can’t ignore (Every night, every night, yeah)

I used to think I knew what I wanted (I used to know what I wanted)

But I don’t wanna feel the high pressure

I just wanna make myself better

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday

On Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, on

Feel so high in the trolley

Feel so high in the trolley

Oh-oh

Oh-oh

Oh-oh, someday, yeah, yeah

Oh-oh

Oh-oh

Oh-oh, someday, yeah, yeah

Someday, oh

Unraveling Emotional Uncertainty

“How Can I Not Know What I Need Right Now” by Charli XCX dives deep into the complexities of emotional uncertainty and self-discovery. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of vulnerability, with Charli admitting to hiding her true feelings behind a façade. The repetition of days of the week amplifies the sense of routine emotional turbulence, as she cycles through highs and lows without finding clarity. The song’s confessional tone, referencing breakdowns in cities like Paris and London, highlights the universal struggle of not always understanding one’s needs, even in moments of apparent success or celebration. Altogether, Charli XCX captures that all-too-relatable feeling of searching for answers within oneself, longing for relief from internal pressures and the hope of eventual clarity.

Song Credits

  • Artist: Charli XCX
  • Release Year: 2024
  • Label: Atlantic Records

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