Oh
Oh, oh
Baby, lately
Baby, yeah
The walls are all gone, did we melt ’em down? (Baby)
Liquid in my hands, liquid in my mouth (Oh)
Footage on my phone, did it with your tongue (Oh)
And now we’re sticking close, and I understand
That baby, I love you bad
‘Cause lately, I finally understand
That maybe this feeling that I’ve found
Might kill me, put me in the ground
I finally understand, finally understand
My therapist said I hate myself really bad
You tell me it’s fine, let me cry and hug it out
That baby, I love you bad
‘Cause lately, I finally understand
That maybe this feeling that I’ve found
Might kill me, put me in the ground
‘Cause lately
Liquid in my hands, liquid in my mouth
Got me drippin’ out, got me drippin’ out
Many nights gone, finally understand
I finally understand, I finally understand
Feel it in my core and the feeling’s raw
You love me even when I hate myself, I’m sure
That baby, I love you bad
‘Cause lately, I finally understand
That maybe this feeling that I’ve found
Might kill me, put me in the ground
Baby, I love you bad
‘Cause lately, I finally understand
That maybe this feeling that I’ve found
Might kill me, put me in the ground
Baby
Peeling Back the Layers of Vulnerability
“i finally understand” by Charli XCX is a raw, introspective journey into the complexities of self-love and romantic connection. The song’s lyrics reveal a narrative of emotional transformation, where the protagonist navigates feelings of insecurity and self-doubt. The repeated imagery of “liquid in my hands, liquid in my mouth” suggests both intimacy and elusiveness, underscoring the fragile, ever-changing nature of emotions. Charli openly references therapy and her struggle with self-hatred, highlighting the importance of support from a partner who accepts her unconditionally. This honest portrayal of inner battles and personal growth resonates deeply with listeners, making the track both relatable and cathartic.
Song Credits
- Artist: Charli XCX
- Songwriters: Charlotte Aitchison, Justin Raisen, A. G. Cook
- Release Year: 2020
- Label: Atlantic Records